love for sale

i knew when it happened that it would be difficult.

it would not be fun.

but it was supposed to be worth it.

so far, in some ways it has been. 

maybe all my other stars are in line. except for this one. the biggest one.

he is my sun. 

but i guess unless the sun is gone you can't see the other stars.

if only i had known. 

it would have been different.

i wouldn't have taken a single moment for granted.

i would have held longer, prayed stronger and...

and what?