4.30.2009
4.28.2009
today
School. Bank. Mall. Diff Mall. Tan. Hobby Lobby. Filiberto's.
Dad's house. Pedicure. School. Bahama Bucks. Iron Man.
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today i bought THIS swimsuit and i am quite excited about it.
i must say i have never felt so good in a one piece...it looks okay on this 'model' too.
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today i miss him. it's okay though. i know everything will work out. it's not really a sadness, just a longing to have my best friend back; like he has been away for so long i just want him to come home. we'll call it a vacation.
eventually everyone has to come home from vacation.
Jacque: Her laughter is contagious
Happy Happy Birthday To My Dear Friend JACQUE!!
**I am fully aware that this shout out is coming at the end of the day, after we celebrated her birthday by going to Bahama Bucks and watching Iron Man BUT, I love her and I am grateful to have a one of a kind friend like her! She is beautiful, a wonderful example, brilliant, talented and she has an awesome testimony. Love you JacJac!!
4.27.2009
I BELIEVE IN MANICURES. I BELIEVE IN OVERDRESSING. I BELIEVE IN PRIMPING AT LEISURE AND WEARING LIPSTICK. I BELIEVE IN PINK. I BELIEVE THAT LAUGHING IS THE BEST CALORIE BURNER. I BELIEVE IN KISSING; KISSING A LOT. I BELIEVE IN BEING STRONG WHEN EVERYTHING SEEMS TO BE GOING WRONG. I BELIEVE HAPPY GIRLS ARE THE PRETTIEST GIRLS. I BELIEVE THAT TOMORROW IS ANOTHER DAY, AND I BELIEVE IN MIRACLES. ~AUDREY HEPBURN
4.26.2009
toilet paper.

i came clean. and i feel better.
and i'm grateful that even though i was in a most rotten mood today, Heavenly Father still loved me enough to answer my questions and be mindful of my prayers.
'trust means to obey willingly without knowing the end from the beginning.'
i'm going to continue to trust, i'm going to continue to be patient but most of all i'm going to {try to} choose to be happy.
4.25.2009
4.24.2009
4.23.2009
4.22.2009
4.20.2009
ask me about my job.

i work for an insurance company.
i call people all day and set up appointments.
here are some of my conversations from the day:
call numero uno.
me: okay, we have you all set up to meet with mr. smallwood at 11 am.
client: is his name really smallwood??
me: yes.
client: do you ever get people making jokes about that name?
me: umm...no.
client: oh, okay, sorry dear.
call numero dos.
me: hello, is tressie available?
old man client: who?!
me: tressie?
old man client: i think you have the wrong number, theres no chucky here.
me: no, is there a TRESSIE, T-R-E-S-S-I-E?
old man client: hang on, let me turn this darn tv down. no theres no chucky here.
me: oh, ok, thank you very much.
4.19.2009
4.17.2009
is it time for a cookie?
4.15.2009
4.14.2009
wanted: exterminator
as i was doing my hair today, i came across this little fellow. while straightening my hair (with an extremely hot flat iron in my hand mind you) this creature (who looks like it belongs in a forest, NOT a desert...or my house for that matter) decided it wanted to attack me. all of a sudden i just saw a brown, flying blur. SICK. after its flight, it landed in the bin in my bathroom with my hair products and my toothpaste. luckily i was able to put the top on the box and now i will wait until it is dead to get my good toothpaste back.
two words.
heebie jeebies.
and just to make it known what my bug life is like...today i also battled a cricket and a wolf spider. somebody save me.
4.13.2009
Just getting started...
sooo...sometimes when i just need some time to myself i like to make headbands (i may have to skip class sometimes to make this happen, don't tell my father).
well once my friends saw some of my creations they decided they loved the idea and wanted to make some of their own. now, after spending many a night making headbands until 3 am, we have decided to go public. we have received comments and requests of all sorts (the latest being my friend Brittany was asked by her friend to make matching headbands for her bridesmaids for her wedding).
we are still just getting started and working on new ideas but we are EXCITED to get this rolling and spend hours of girl time making headbands to sell (at a reasonable price of course).
everything is very new so bare with me and the blank new blog that we started for this, but check it out:
4.11.2009
4.10.2009
I'll take my wish now...

when the rain is blowing in your face
when the whole world is on your case
i could offer you a warm embrace
to make you feel my love
when the evening shadows and the stars appear
and there is no one there to dry your tears
i could hold you for a million years
to make you feel my love
i know you haven't made your mind up yet
but i will never do you wrong
i've known it from the moment that we met
no doubt in my mind where you belong
i'd go hungry, i'd go black and blue
i'd go crawling down the avenue
no there's nothing that i wouldn't do
to make you feel my love
the storms are raging on the rolling sea
and on the highway of regret
the winds of change are blowing wild and free
you ain't seen nothing like me yet
i can make you happy make your dreams come true
nothing that i wouldn't do
go to the ends of the earth for you
to make you feel my love
to make you feel my love
{make you feel my love-adele}
4.07.2009
4.06.2009
4.04.2009
Friday
Let me just start by saying I had the most wonderful lunch with my dear friend Grace today. We went to Pita Jungle and each had our own plate of food and then shared this delightful dessert which consisted of baklava, pistachio ice cream and strawberries... seriously delicious! It's so good to finally have my appetite back after being sick (and dealing with other things).
After lunch I headed into work at my new job! I am now officially an employee at Farm Bureau Financial Services (sounds like a grown up job huh?). I'm in training this weekend so I had to stay until 8 but as soon as I got off I met up with friends at Blake Jones' casa and we all played games, went to the park and flew kites and played on the swings; oh to feel like a kid again. We all decided to take in a little movie action with Kung-Fu Panda and then called it a night. But the party shall continue tomorrow!
4.02.2009
Amigos
Well since I have been single for a month and a half (yikes!) now I have been forced to get back out into the young single adult social world. I have to say, I am so grateful for the awesome friends I have gotten back in touch with, the new friends I've made and everyone in between. These people have all been such a blessing in my life when I have been down. I love having friends I can serve with, go to the temple with and just have an all around good time with! I know that Heavenly Father has blessed me with these amazing people to be there for me when the one person that I want to run to isn't there for me. Each day doesn't get any easier but I become stronger and I know that I can move forward and let things back into my life. I live in a wonderful world and I can't wait to see what else is to come!
P.S. Happy General Conference Weekend!!